These are the thoughts from my heart, so tired of beating. The darkness that loomed in every ounce of my being, weighing me down. Many people experience that darkness, while others cannot comprehend the inner thoughts that eat at someone overwhelmed with depression. These are first hand thoughts from my darkest times, as well as the times I could feel light. These pages are written to share that light, understand the darkness, and allow those suffering to know they are not alone.