A shaman's journal of a dazzling triumph of the surrealistic, the insane, and the true experiences of a modern-day Guillivar, on a quest for truth amidst the beauty and the madness of our time. With blood and glory, the stories reveal the silent, secret world of the insects, and the small amongst us. It is the first hand experieces of a true shaman who lived always on the edge of wonder, and close to the bewildereding and mysterious micro world of the quark and the black-hole at the center of us all. It is a story of a growing appreciation and understanding of how the divine moves in all things, and how it is revealed to those who have eyes to see and ears to hear. From tigers, to bees, and to the immense thunder beings who live on Mount Haleakalā, it is a tale of blood and wonder to be sure, not for the faint of heart, or for those who live only inside the box.