One secret can change everything. Olivia knows that her guilty secret will never go away, and it begins to affect everything: friends, school, family, and herself. She feels trapped. That's when she meets Gareth. Gareth turns her world upside down from teaching her how to dance in the rain, showing her that she's more than her depression, and encouraging her to create a blog called "Blu Skyes." Suddenly, Olivia is being taught what living truly means. For once, she feels normal. But the past always has a way of coming back to bite you. Just when life is all she has ever wanted, Olivia's guilty secret crash lands into her life, threatening her first chance at love. Not Always Blu Skyes is a coming of age novel on first love, finding who you are, and realising exactly what you want in life.