This book tells the story of my almost 20-year marriage to a sociopath, and how the experience permanently changed my life and changed who I am. For a long time, I have wanted to write about the truth of what happened to me, everything that led to losing my six children, so this book is a dream that has been a long time in becoming realized. It is not just a book about being married to a sociopath, though. My story also includes incest, domestic violence, drug abuse, drug dealing, and parental alienation, which the courts are finally now recognizing as a very real and harmful form of abuse--both to the children involved as well as the parent who is being alienated. It is my sincere hope that my story will give strength to anyone suffering at the hands of another to speak up, get out, set boundaries, and demand the respect they deserve, because I finally have.