The escape is what I lived for the mixture of pleasure and pain Dope and booze gave me a way out They have kept their promise to me I thought I was fine I was fine until I met him He has become my new addiction, my obsession There is nothing I won't do for him But this life we live won't let us get away that easily I thought that just maybe love could be enough but I think I was wrong The pull of this life is strong and all-consuming. I don't know if our love for each other is enough to break us free. When you give yourself over to this life, the only way out is through pain