Fear is a false reality. Like your abductor strapping you in a chair to remove your eyeball from its socket while keeping the flesh attached to the optic nerve. The dissector plucks your nerve fibers like a mini guitar. The vibrations create visions in your mind that aren't real, but you think they are, so your mind and emotions react accordingly. Just because what happened was horrific, it doesn't mean that everything and everyone Rya experiences will desire her to suffer. But fear is where she feels at home as she understands it and she knows how to respond to it. She's been told to run for so long and so hard that she now runs from good things. Facing your fear is to put a face on it and sometimes this face is staring back at you in your reflection. As Rya's sands of her life's hourglass violently fall to the past with each nightmare, she must learn that she can't kill what she continues to create. And the faster she runs, the harder it pulls her back in. Will she ever cross the finish line to freedom and peace once again or will she overdose?