Ethan has spent his entire life not wanting to admit that he's gay. He didn't feel like he had a choice. His mother has been clear, since he was a child, that she wouldn't tolerate what she deemed deviant behavior. However, on the very day of his engagement dinner with Rachel, he realizes he can't pretend any longer. When he tries to call off the wedding, though, Rachel hints that she's known all along he was gay and threatens to kill him if Ethan does anything that jeopardizes their engagement. Compelled to start his life anew and be true to himself, Ethan seeks shelter in his grandmother's house, the only place he's always felt happy and safe. It's in this heartening background that he runs into Daniel, the son of the former property's caretaker. Daniel is a lifelong fantasy of Ethan and someone he hasn't seen in over thirteen years. Dan has grown into a big, strong man, a man's man whom Ethan simply can't resist. Caught between a hurricane of new emotions and desires, his smothering mother, and Rachel's threats, Ethan will have to find the strength to battle for his happiness. Warning This book contains explicit sexual scenes as well as some graphic language. It is intended for a mature, adult audience.