This is Volume III in a four-volume series of books that contain my daily journals from my last 15 months in a cult known as the Church of Bible Understanding. These are notes taken at the moment they happened, not reflections on the goings-on in the cult written many years later (although I have added ample notes to explain to the reader the many things that need to be explained in order to understand life in the cult.) The value of these journals is for promoting a better understanding of what it is like to live in a cult. These volumes also include my thoughts and observations at the time about how the cult leader, Stewart Traill manipulated us. They also contain my observations about the words and behavior of the other cult members. As such, these volumes are helpful in understanding the group dynamics of cult life.